Not a good day

I completely understand that pregnancy is NOT easy for everyone. I have to admit, I've had it pretty easy. I always heard that your horm0nes are crazy and uncontrollable, but for some reason, I felt as though I would exempt from that. WRONG!!! I cry at the dumbest things!!! Running out of peanut butter, a cute commercial, being frustrated because I can't get comfortable enough to go to sleep...the list really could go on. Then there's just being mad! I can't recall being like this pre-pregnancy so I can definitely blame it on that! My poor husband usually bears the brunt of my frustration and then I have to go and apologize to him later...knowing I was in the wrong. Then I usually cry because I know that's not me....it's hormones! I feel bad for him sometimes....well, him and anybody else that crosses my path in those moments, who has never been around a pregnant person before. I'm REALLY trying! It's not often and a lof of times I can control it!

I really need to stop b/c I know it's not good for me or the baby to be stressed..... don't get me wrong! I am not a mean hateful person all the time! It's really pretty rare! But even still...

I had blood work done this past Friday to screen for possible abnormalities and such and I tend to worry and I am really trying not to. I fully understand that the Lord will give you what He KNOWS you can handle. If it was something that was abnormal, I would have to just deal with it and remember that the Lord is in control. It takes alot of prayer....I don't remember ever praying so much. It's hard for me because I have very limited control over what happens with this child so I am really have to rely even more on God (which I should have been doing BEFORE I got pregnant).

Anywho, these are just my thoughts.....